mom was in hysterics, as usual.
home is slowly becoming hell for me
but because it’s home, i have to accept it
because i love my mother . no matter what she or me becomes .



did i say that i saw julian lee ming er?
inside the examination hall, packed away with my bags
looking away from the stares of other students
he stared at me in astonishment as he called my name
i stared back in astonishment . the boy never changed since 4 years ago



the term test. i swear i studied my ass off the library chair
and almost got booked for mugging loudly
and mugged my ass off the starbucks at changi airport with beebs.
still i made a zillion careless mistakes which i should be shot dead on the spot for
not forgetting the number of questions that i left blank
anyway I wanna THANK beebs
for being my BIGGEST SOURCE of MOTIVATION through these times of TRIAL.
and for all those who contributed in a way or another. just a small thank you.



yeay finally met up with my family again
went christmas shopping.




was supposed to watch two movies in the afternoon before michelle jie ended work
but the cinema pangsehed us by changing the movie timing so a later time
so we only managed to fengyun-ed
but yayed movie at cathay ! feng yun (1/5)

town-ed the glittery streets.
somewhat feeling a little tired due to overloaded amount of late night studies
looking at people walk pass me. couples holding hands, i feel like i wanna nuah somewhere
plus more help from my broken shoe
which lead to a new pair which cause excruciating blisters to appear
met mich jie and kim. louis lim the zombie came down there after as well.
the invisible barrier haha (inside joke)

its the first christmas i walked down town without holding the arm of someone.
how long has it been? how many years has passed already without me knowing.
being single is suddenly something new/old to me
love is really too mystical and mysterious. the sick never wanna get cured .
there is never an antidote to this addiction in the first place, time only cover the wound

mere words cannot gain trust
it takes more then action and reassurance

hey boy , hey girl ;D
would you believe me if i say everything about me revolves around you?

beebs tomorrow.
family dinner at night. :D happy bday gonggong

still have some more christmas gifts to settle!