the two who’s thoughts act with such similarity, who was forbidden to love, was drawn together
unexpectedly, the two of us are bound together by a thin string. was it the typical red one?
the trees at the place we met stopped rustling, jus the sounds of our breathing stays
the ache to touch you flared as strong as before. but we’re always disturbed by an odd distanced

about ur hesitation and excuses i realized them too
if my words arent enough cut my heart open and pull them out
if so then more and more, hug my throns into ur soul and let them stay in you forever

before i realized it, i was used to the everyday, i got lost.
even though its not like me to shy from ur kind words, i felt embarrassed
almost like i can look into the horizon which is too bright up in the sky to do anything
how stupid the shape of love is, i laughed quietly. the faraway waves of light moves
i dont want to purposely break sad or even beautiful things anymore

are you but a dream? i had made myself felt that having you was not what i deserved.
my lips smiled by itself, it was an involuntary response every time my eyes met yours
your every move, every word, every action, every hug, every kiss.
was all to perfect for me, to get out of this bottomless pit which made me fell so hard so fast
it was pathetic. more than pathetic, it was unhealthy, i’m addicted to u, like a never enough drug
send me to rehab, to a hospital, because there’s nothing surgery can do

for you; kenneth chung<3